Born January 22, 1946

Born January 22, 1946   Ashes of Auschwitz attended my bris they stayed quiet and did not speak their names a scent that I did not yet recognize dark gray sky cantilevered from the past   I shone the splendor of coming to be undergirded by the terror of it conjoint unravelling of joy and doom never ever to be broken apart   to love is to love, the question that is its own answer, to live is to live this fleeting instant, eternity’s crown, this spark that vanishes free from a name   the wound of hope bleeds and can not be stanched beyond faulting I mourn and I bless...

Fit And Counterfeit

I am my own true fit and counterfeit, true gold and fool’s gold, their opposition not surviving this life’s intricacy, neither driving out each other’s other   What am I to make of myself but ceaseless forming of unresolvable formlessness, sometimes shameless in its heated heaving sometimes weighted with patient blind waiting?   In possessing myself, I dispossess myself of myself, pass into passing, leaving behind trinkets that mark a path beyond my own way of remembrances   “Am I or am I not?” becomes the sea of “was” or “was not,”,  time’s own shoreless “be”  ...

Slant

Slant is how best it goes when it knows not wither or why it goes, truth or not ruth, entertainment or catastrophe, yet slant’s elusive as firmament’s first fire   was there a first photon or were all and awe then self-entangled, then, as now , caught in the net of nothing stretched impossibly to bear being beyond themselves, ah, light   yes light, this light, slant, makes sight and shadow the worrisome wisdom of our delight, the fierce fervor of our burgeoning fright as climate changes, so our climax, too   my self, illusion, to itself is slight and slant as well, star, lost in its own...

In Brazilian Portuguese

In Brazilian Portuguese the samba is the sonnet, lovely lazy lively lilt slipping through shoulders, hips, lips, toes, hands to be breath and so smooth how time flowers   Before there were any words, Jobim made sun, sand, sea, saudade, me, and the girl who was completely sound without need of  flesh, she of the slightest  stirrings  of our air   No knowing now, ever,  how samba means outside itself, except it lilts us  let go grip of grasping selves, dance with shadows sculpted from blocking light of this, this… life   ah, sway, syncopated, counting deeper sweeter than any beat,  more…less...

Litowa Moonlight

Forty years ago in Litowa moonlightI saw myself a naked ape and laughed…Fever of unknown origins had held mefour days in its sweaty embrace and loosed my bowels innumerable times soI staggered from the hut in search of widegreen leaves and staggered weakly back again –this night as I returned I saw outline of my dim shadow in African dust,recognized the naked fellow aliveat the pleasure of chance as my own selfand began to laugh under the full moon alone near the border with Mozambiqueand how I laughed under that huge...

In The Time Of Gaza, 2009

Compromised Land Because promises can’t be relied upon,I’m trying to trade in the Promised Land for compromised land –I know glamor’s lesswith this kind of earth, but we’re so many… I will compromise with most anyoneabout most anything – even in thisI’m less than absolute, but let us nownegotiate night after night while stars that can’t hear bitter biting words progressthrough the heavens and the constellationschange so we can’t be assured where we are –let’s argue until the guns and tanks rust I’m ready to settle compromised land,let a new vocation find my right hand We Should Not Seek We should not seek instruction in crueltyfrom our enemies: they have much to teach,but the greater danger is that our joyis in what avid learners we can be How to turn away from such dread pursuit,how to make peace with needing to make peace,how to grasp how close glory and gorylive to each other, how to find splendor in giving up the magnificent hopesthat have let us feel that we might matter –cruelty and vanity, conspiratorsin glistening armor, old, old allies They urge that what’s slight in us, what’s tender,slights us, so we must be pride’s...